So I always said that one of these days I would start a list of all of the things that I feel are “me.” I guess I should start at the beginning. You see, I have played so many roles in life, some for myself, some to impress others, unfortunately, and I just feel like I forgot who I really am. Or wonder if I ever really knew? So along my journey to discovery I am trying to take note of things that I feel I identify with or even something so simple like my favorite color. (by the way I have narrowed it down to blue or red.)
I am not sure anybody will be able to identify with these issues but hey, I ain’t doin for you, sucka! So this is it. Yep, you guessed it. My list of things I have discovered about me. So join the fun and feel free to add a comment if you feel like you know something about me I havent covered! So keep checking back to see new things I have discovered about myself! (super fun, right?)
My favorite kind of pizza- cheese. no doubt.
I am a sensitive person, emotionally. I never thought this was true, I always wanted to be “tough” and “thick skinned” but I am facing reality. I am sensitive. (This feels like an AA meeting!) Hi, my name is Carla and I am sensitive.
hmmm…be back later.
Red. My favorite color is red. I have been going back and forth for weeks. Red. Spunky, fun, bold. Red. Proverbs 31, rubies. Red.
I am a good mom. No doubt about it. May not be perfect but I am good.
I admire people that use big words. For sure.
I love the rain. Everything about it. The sound, smells (most of them, anyway), walking in it, swimming in it, dancing in it, just love it.
Baseball is my favorite sport although I enjoy them all live!
The Star Gazer Lily (white with pink) is my favorite flower.
I am a person who needs her sleep. definately.
I am a very sensitive person. I never thought this before because I thought it meant I was weak. But no, I am sensitive.
I love Carly Simon.
I love seeing live theater/performances.
I think music was really music back in the 50’s through 70’s
I am not into politics…at all… and kinda wish I cared more…but honestly..I know it is bad and I probably will have people “tisk tisk tisk”ing me and shaking their heads…but I don’t. (Oh, I can feel the backlash coming. It is just ignorance…I agree. And yes, it is bliss.)
I am very silly. It just takes a little warming up these old rusty days.
I worship through singing with my eyes closed.
I am extremely stubborn and hard headed. Sometimes it works in my faor…others…not so much.
I really love wearing dangly earrings and high heels with jeans. A perfect balance of me if I were clothing.
I over analyze…everything.
I truly love and respect my mom and dad and hope to be like them as I grow up.
I love the old hymns. They are comfortable to my soul.
I do not trust peoples words but would like to learn how to…without being gullable. Fine line to me.
I value friendships but sometime fear I have nothing to offer the other person.
I have never owned a Barbie. (With the exception of a gift that stayed in a box in a bottom drawer.) I preffered GI Joes. Seriously. I am actually uncomfortable thinking of the day my daughter may ask for a doll or someone will give her one as a gift. Strange?
I lack motivation for nearly everything but I am working on changing that.
I am a picky eater although I wish I were not because I fear it makes me seem prissy and princessy. I like beige foods. It’s true. Buffets rock. Well clean ones anyway.
I still need approal from others but am becoming more firm on my own 2 feet.
I ramble when I get nervous. If it is really bad I blush, I get hot and my ears turn red. More to do in social situations. It is awesomely uncomfortable. Just love it.
be back later…it’s 5:50am…did I mention I have sleep issues?
Dessert is often…no definatly better than the main course.
I love a great chick flick! A good romantic story is the best. Comedy is 2nd best and a good action flick is pretty great too. Just no horror bla bla bla crap.
Fave animal: Piggy pig
I find cursing incredibly offensive and a major turn off.