Me, I guess. January 3, 2008

I really have no idea where to start with these things so I am just going to jump right in. 

 Here is a little of who i am, and who i am not.  And also who I hope to be one day.

 I am learning every moment how to succeed as a mom.  I feel like I am on the right track.

 I believe in Christ as my Saviour and sometimes have a hard time truly letting him lead.

I am not over excitable and most likely will not laugh out loud even at the funniest movies.  I have my own way of displaying passion.

I cannot smile if I am not truly happy. It is tough for me to hide emotion and I think I am ok with that.

 I used the know exactly who I was as a kid/teenager but the more I enter the real world and move forward, the less I feel like I know.  I am not satisfied with that and continue to explore what makes me me…and be ok with it.

I am unsure of how I feel about “blogging.” It seems somewhat self centered and I wonder how geniune you can be knowing the world has access to your diary.  I am not sure I want to world reading my inner thoughts…?  But on the other hand, I long to connect with others and here is a terrific outlet to let them know the real you.

I can be too pratctical and/or cycnical.

I wish so bad to be funny but I totally missed out on the gene.

I am motivated most of the time but can be quite lazy too.

I often use too many words to get my thoughts across. 

The only thing that takes me to a “happy” place is closing my eyes to sing.  It is amazing to me.

I am stumped for now…be back again some other time…