Please Comment. Yes, You. March 25, 2008

1.) What is the one thing you like most about yourself as a person?

2.) What is the worst part to your personality?

3.) What is your most stressful thing in your life?

4.) What is the one thing you want people to know about you right now?

5.) Can you say you love yourself the way you are right at this moment?

Please don’t leave without answering.  Be real.  Please.  I just want to challenge people to open up to others.  See that you are not alone or maybe to give you a voice….maybe it can help another?  You have that kind of power.  Use it.

I know people who read this blog and have never commented.  Please comment now.  Yes…YOU!  I mean it.  I am interested in knowing about you. 

If you chose not to…why?

A Good Friend March 25, 2008

I like to name names.  I like to call people out…for not really bad but mostly for catching someone doing something good.  I truly admire my friend Gentry.  He lives really far away and we very rarely talk.  Every now and again we get a chance to hang and it is always pure fun and simply awesome. 

I appreciate people like him who are straight up and tell you like it is.  He has told me some pretty rough stuff but he does it because he cares.  I wanted to publicly say he rocks and their should be more just like him.

Gent, I know you read this and I want to say thanks for always being steady, constant and tough.  I appreciate you.

I am trying to tell people when I think something positive of them.  I have a hard time complimenting people and I want to change that.  Guess this is kind of a radical switch!  Watch out!

5:43am March 25, 2008

Well, I sleep for about 3 hours at a time and then I am up like ready bounce off the walls wide awake.  But by then the meds have worn off so I am trying not to get too excitable so I don’t irritate the dental work.  Ouch.

Sp, I am watching a mediocre movie and it is 5:43am and it is round 3 trying to sleep though the night.  My kids will be up in a while and it seems to make it harder to fall back asleep.  I know my husband and I tear ourselves apart by doing the whole “If I’m asleep right now I could get 5 hours of sleep” and so on.  That is where I am now.

I am off again.  The movie is winding down and hopefully so will I!  Thanks for listening.  Nice to know you all are out there.  I truly enjoy reading about you all and your journies as well.

Good night, or morning, again, and again, and all that.

Kain Pillers… March 25, 2008

Ok, so I am not a recreational  pill popper or drinker or anything of the sort so when I have to take pain meds for something it can get very comical.

 Since last night when I took the first pain med I have been completely dyslexic.  My words and sentences are completely jumbled and sometime it takes about 7 tries to get it out correctly.  Ummm…you think I am kidding don’t you.  Well thank the Lord for the backspace bar when I write.

There are some annoying side effects too!  Well, the obvious…I am wide awake and blogging at 3:04am…and itching like crazy!  What is so enticing about this to some? I feel like a grizzly bear rubbing up on everything trying to get that itch and then it turns into the full on monkey scratching all over your head then it seems to move rapidly across your body!  Aaaahhhhh!!!! Make it stop!  (Oh and ask my husband about the non stop rambling and babbling at all times!  Oh he just loves it.)

 Anyway, thank You Lord for DVR.