A Little Better March 5, 2008

Well I did make some progress with the house today.  At least not a complete disgrace to motherhood.  Had a good time with some friends…kiddos got to play with other kids.  Good day.

It has been a big help that Franc is enjoying himself on the movie.  It is hard to hear when everything sucks and he is miserable.

Anyhow…gonna go and chill before bed.  I’m pooped.

Gotta Stay On Top… March 5, 2008

Well, it is day 3 of flying solo and overall we are hanging in there pretty well.  However…my poor house.  I have got to stay on top of my house cleaning duties! 

When I get overloaded or nervous it is easy for me to fall into depression and just veg.  I have been doing very well overall with staying positive and not giving in to the sad feelings.   (Cause let me tell you…it ain’t pretty!!!)    Now…I HAVE to step it up… my poor house…I have been neglecting it like you dont even know!  It is sad.

So..today I must conquer this!  Its pretty bad when you walk in your own kitchen and wonder “where is that awful smell coming from?”  Ugh!  Are you kidding me?  I have GOT to get out of this funk!  Get out of my jammies, get to the gym, and clean this disaster I have to call my home!  Anybody out there feel like digging in with me?  It’s going to be awesome.  Seriously.  It’s all the rave.  Don’t miss out on this once in a lifetime opportunity.

Anyways, sittin here on this computer is definately not going to help me.  So, farewell.   I am off to brave the piles of dishes and misplace toys and shoes, etc.  If I am not back by tonight please send in the troops!